Thursday, September 23, 2010

Heavy Heart

I've been really sad and tearful this week. As I've been getting to know the girls' stories at work, I've been feeling really burdened and overwhelmed by brokenness. Several of them have had more awful things happen to the them in 14 or 15 years than most of us have in a lifetime.
In addition to this and some of my own significant personal stuff, I just heard about a college friend whose full-term baby was born stillborn. A sweet little girl.
My heart is very heavy.

I came across these quotes on grace and I keep them in my desk drawer at work. I've pulled them out several times in the past week to help keep me going.
"We hold that man is never so near grace as when he begins to feel he can do nothing at all. " ~G.H. Spurgeon
"I do not understand the mystery of grace- only that it meets us where we are but does not leave us where it found us." ~Anne Lamott

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Why My Husband is the Best

I'm not sure if Will realized what he was getting into when he proposed to me. I'm sure there are times when he has some second thoughts... I think last night was one of those times.
I come up with some pretty crazy ideas sometimes. And most of the time those crazy ideas involve Will and intense physical labor. Last night was not an exception to this.
Just as an aside-I love a good deal. I feel like that is even an understatement. It's something in my blood. My grandmother has it, my dad has it, and unfortunately for Will, I have it too. And bad.
So, I went to an estate sale by chance on Sunday in search of a bargain and found a large dresser w/mirror that matches our furniture in the bedroom. I had been looking for one for a while and so I was really excited to find this one. I bought it (with Will's approval) and made arrangements to pick it up at a later time (because Will was fishing.)
So last night, Will and I rented a truck from home depot and set off to get our new furniture. I had already mentioned to Will that the dresser was on the second floor of the house. I forgot to mention though that there was a turn on the stairs (a small landing.) I was worried that I wouldn't be strong enough for us to get it in the truck with just the two of us. Will ended up having to hold the dresser up above the banister and above his head while we made the turn on the landing. Somehow we managed to get the dresser to our house and the truck back to home depot in our 75 minute rental time frame.
Will, my hero, was a great sport the entire time even though he REALLY did not want to do it. He always comes in to save the day and I don't how I ever got by without him.

Some of the other "situations" I've gotten him into with my bargain hunts have involved: a 13 ft long table (requiring another home depot truck), light fixtures (with "hot" wiring), refinishing several pieces of furniture, and digging up and planting huge hydrangea plants in a downpour. Is that love or what?

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Beginnings

I started my new job yesterday. A fresh start.
My first day went well. My new co-workers are so nice. (They're supposed to be since they are therapists, right?)
And the best part....
I'm not behind on paperwork!
What a great feeling.
So, I've decided that I am just not going to let myself get behind.
(We'll see how long that actually lasts.)

Another beginning happened yesterday. I went to a BSF intro meeting and signed up to participate in their study of Isaiah. I'm excited about it as it seems really appropriate for all that is going on in me and around me right now. I'm a little intimidated at the length of the class though... 30 weeks. Wow. That's a long time to do anything.
I'm going to give it a go. It's time for me to grow up and settle down, right?